"As long as you have your health, nothing else matters," my grandfather, Pop, used to say. And probably your grandfather, too. I guess you need to reach a certain age (read: old) before you can fully appreciate the simple joy of waking up in the morning and not feeling like complete and utter shit.
Apparently, I'm not yet at that age. In fact, I've been feeling kinda crappy these last few days. My neck and shoulders were aching, my stomach's been upset and I've been generally dragging my ass. So, of course, I just assumed that I was about to have a heart attack.
It runs in my family. My father keeled over from one when he was 60 and my younger brother has already had two. And then there's the fun cancer side of the family inheritance: My mom kicked from breast cancer at 51 and I had testicular cancer 25 years ago, so it's kind of easy to connect the dots … and OMG! Do those dots look like melanoma to you?
And don't even get me started on James Gandolfini.
So when I cough, my expert diagnosis is black lung and when I'm out of breath, I'm suffering from ALS and every mosquito bite is Elephant Man's disease. Like most hypochondriacs, I'm quite adept at making myself sick.
In other words, I've become a Woody Allen cliché and not even from one of his earlier funny movies. If only House was still on TV, but since it's not, I decided to call my sister. Patti isn't a doctor nor does she play one on TV. When our mom died almost 30 years ago, Pat took on the role of family caretaker and has starred in our wacky sitcom ever since.
"I don't wanna make you nuts or anything," I began, "but I've been feeling like shit for the past couple of days, and thought I'd call you for a consultation before I go to the emergency room."
"Larry, do you remember a million years ago when you thought you had leukemia?" she reminded me, "because you had a few brown freckles you had never noticed before? You actually looked it up in a medical book!"
"So what's the matter?" she asked and I ran down all of my symptoms just like I had entered them on WebMD Symptom Checker.
"First of all, stay off the Internet when you think you may be sick. It'll just drive you crazy," she said. "And second of all, you're fine. You're not having a heart attack."
"Well, now if I do, I can blame you for not doing anything about it!"
"Fine," she said. "Blame me!"
"You know, I just wanted to hear you say those words. I'm not even sure why exactly. I just needed to hear you say it, you know?"
"I know," she said.
"Are you sure, though?"
"Remember what Pop used to say?" I asked.
"Boy, was he right!"